The distance between us

We may be
A far distance apart
Once you leave
But that
Will only  make
Our love grow stronger
And won't it be nice
To come back
Knowing I'm waiting for you
So you can run into my arms

The Rose

To you I give these flowers
To show my love to you
While they may not last forever
Our love will stay true
They show how beautiful
Our love can truly be
But one little red
Hidden in red
Will last
And show everlasting love

My death

My cold fingers
You grasp in your hands
Covered in blood
As you try to resucitate me
You blame yourself as the cause of my death
For me cutting myself to shreds
For me slowly and painfully
Gliding away from these ruins
And for telling me you don't love me
Whwn you knew with all of your heart
It was true
If only you had'nt realized so late

I want

I yearn to be loved
To be caressed
To be touched
But I always look in the wrong
For I try to find you
All I find is wrong
Or ones I could not love
I yearn to find you
To have you
To own you
To call you mine
But will I ever find you?

Careful with Love

Love is like a string
Thin and strong
Yet easily broken or lost
You must do your part
To help it grow stronger
Or else you may lose it...
Forever

Ice Statue

You wonder why I don't care
Why I am so cold
You gaze into my stone-cold eyes
My heart frozen for what seems an eternity
To find the love you hope I'm hiding
You try until you can't take it anymore
And break down in sobs
Am I gone?
Will I ever feel again?
You silently whisper to yourself
Whwn you see a crystal, sparkle of light
Fall down my statue-like face
My trance-like coldness melts
tTo sadness and love
Then you realized I've loved you all along
But, hid it,scared of rejection and hurt
As my heart slowly turned to ice

Not worth it

Leave me alone!
You think you're better than me?
You're not even worth being the
Dirt under my shoes
You enjoy torturing and taunting me
Is that all you can do to make yourself feel better?
Why won't you just be my friend?...
Or better yet...
Just leave me alone?

What is this deadly thing?

Look around, at all the red
"What is it?" you ask
"Fear, vengeance, pain..." I reply
Smiling to myself
"But how is that possible?" you question me
"I let it leak out through deep the cuts in my body..''
You gasp to see the last of my life
Flow out of me
With a single, deadly
Drop of bood

Sick of all this

I'm sick of you
I'm sick of this mess
You've created a monster
Of yourself
I try to love you
But you hurt me to much
I'm sick of your hurting me
I can't love a monster
Not unless it was me
And yet
That may even be impossible

My worst fear

My worst fear is of being left alone
I've always been alone
Alone in my sanctuary
Where I thrive
Alone and loveless
Where I slowly die
I can't be alone for to long
Please don't leave me alone

Backstabber

I thought you were my friend
But you screwed me over
You controlled and manipulated me
Until I shuddered when you're near
And shrunk into the shadows
Trying to hide from my darkest enemy-
Fear

No one knows me

No one knows me
Not the way I do
They think they know me
And yet
Do I even know myself?

Indecisive

You love me
You hate me
You're indecisive
You hurt me
You lie to me
You cheat me
You get all you want
You steal from me
Have'nt you got enough?

Questions

Life is so full of questions
Questions of importance
Left unanswered
Yet always known
They can't be found
Unless
You ask the right
Resounding
Questions

You took everything

You took away my life
My family
My love
My friends
You desired it
But left it
Shredded in the dust
Ar you Never satisfied?

It was you

You say I'm a monster
When all along- It was you
You say it's all my fault
When all along- It was yours
You said you cared for me-
That you loved me
Just to leave me broken and alone

Backstabbing Life

Why is it that life gives you one, small, great thing
Just to turn around and stab you in the back?
The dagger that was once Life becomes Death
It rips your heart in two
Your life fading
Falling into the dark sea of impenetratable blackness
You scream
But no one can hear you
Will they even miss you?

The pain tears

The pain tears at me
As I keep quiet
I fear that I'll burst
From all these tears
I work hard to hold back
If only IT had never happened
Then maybe
Possibly
Life wouldn't be such a nightmare

I'm Lovely

I'm lovely in my own way
People don't see it
But I do
People don't understand
Neither do you
No one cares
No one respects me
Why does life have to be this way?
I need you
But you don't need me
That's not going to stop me

One way

One
To another
Always searching
For you
I will find you
One way or another

Changed Terror

Pain and terror
As you're sucked lifeless
No blood is wasted
Even as you black out
Your predator awaits
You wake- To find yourself-
Changed
You're stronger
you're perfect in every way
Skin like porcelain
Cascading hair
Soft and lucious
You smile to yourself
As you realize- What you've become
A creature of the night
A vampire

Blood

For blood you thirst
The temptation so strong
You spin out of control
And attack
You mercilously devour your kill
Once satisfied
You take a look at your victim
It's your best friend
You scream eerily and deadly
"What have I done?!?"

Your aura

Your aura
That glows around you
Captures my stare
I only meant to glance
But now
I can't look away
How is it possible?
Why do you have to be
So beautiful?

Finally

Finally
I think I'm finally happy
I think someone finally cares
I think I finally found where I belong
I think I finally found what's important to me

Your wings

Your wings
Soft and velvety
Comforting and safe
I fly into the stars
With you
Not looking back
At life
Just at you
You're just so perfect

You try to save me

You fight
To destroy me
And him
To save me
I know I want him
Not you
I love him
Not you
Yet, somehow
You play with my mind
And I'm lost

Escaping

I sleep
Escaping this world
With you
My heart melts
As your wings
Circle around me
Comforted for once
I can be happy

Hurt me to save me

You purposefully hurt me
Just to save me
If you showed me
That you cared
They'd destroy me
But perhaps
If you didn't show it
Maybe I could
At the least
Be saved

Nightmares

Nightmares
They haunt you in your sleep
Your very fears
Creep up on you
As if they know
They take life and emotions
And put it together
To make the worst vision
You could possibly see
It feels so real
Hopefully soon
You can wake up

Sleep

Sleep
My only way of escape
Not to die
But to live
Sleep away what I can't enjoy
And wake to enjoy what I can
All I need now is to escape
All I need is to sleep

Awoken in darkness

Lying in the darkness
Awoken by loud noise
What is it?
Screaming and fighting
Isn't tomarrow an important day?
Yes, of course, but they donn't care
That I need rest
I have trouble sleeping
But they still wake me
Why can't they stop?
It hurts to here the yelling
The crying and the slamming doors
Please just let me sleep
So I can get away from here

You left me

You left me
So you wouldn't hurt me
But you already did
By leaving me
I went through so much
To get you
I geuss it was all
For nothing

You warned me

You warned me
That when you left
You would hurt me
I didn't listen
I didn't believe you
But now that you're gone
I see what you meant
And I know now
I should've listned to you

Cuts

One
Two
Three
Four
How many more?
I'm cutting myself more and more
What can I do?
I need to stop
But I can't
I don't want to stop
I need to cut
And it's all your fault
I fell in love with you
Just to lose you
It hurts me to much
It's just to unbearable

Can I?

Can I love you?
Can I trust you?
How can I know for sure
When I can't even love
Myself?
And I don't even know
Who I am or what
I'm supposed to be?

Butterflies

Whenever I'm with you
I get butterflies inside
They just won't go away
Because you always
Brighten my day
Even when it seems
Impossible

Back and forth

Running from you
Running to you
I keep running
Back and forth
I come and go
Not knowing
Where to go
Or where to stay
I can't stop running

Time

I can't seem to keep track of time
When I'm with you
But when it's time for me to leave
I can't
It's just so hard to be without you

Running

Running, running, running
Always running
Running from help
Running from love
Running from yourself
When all along
Everything you're running from
Are the things you're searching for